Notes
10:45 AM . 25 June 2008

Hunger

Today has to be like the longest day of my life. I woke up close to noon and there are only hospital food. Yes, I am living in a hospital. There are currently four patients in this hospital with quite serious illness and injuries.

I guess with the serious lack of food from the day before, my system starts being all weird. I decided to get to the mall and get some lunch. I was ironing clothes without turning the iron on. I managed to get my way to the mall with little bumps here and there. I had to walk slow and I know I was not walking properly. As soon as I got into the mall, I went straight to the cafeteria. There was no wasting time. I ordered myself a big bowl of prawn noodles. I sat down and began to eat. It did not make me feel good at all. I felt weird. I know what I was lacking. I lacked sugar. My body reacts violently without the daily dose of sugar.

I managed to wait in line at the bank and cash the cheque from the stupid school without fainting. I was impressed with myself there even though I was bitching about the freaking long line. I wasted no time to get myself a bar of chocolate. After going up and down the aisle in the chocolate section, I settled for Ritter Sport. Yes, the German chocolate. I love the cornflakes version. I rushed home and munched on my chocolates.

I went through this stage plenty of times and yet, I have yet to learn my lesson.